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Ahhhhhhhhh!
Oct. 12th, 2006 | 09:09 pm
Been too long since I've posted on here. Too long. School and stuff sucks. Sorry! *sigh*
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I must've been a serial killer.....
Sep. 4th, 2006 | 10:57 pm
mood: 
really tired and stressed
music: I would be listening to Persephone's Bees if I had music on
Been thinking about it lately, and I figure I must've done something horrible in a past life.....
Well, I mean, karma is pretty much the only reason I can think of for my being....cursed the way I am. Hey Buddha, ya know what? I hope you choke on your happy meal.
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= bad 
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Well, I mean, karma is pretty much the only reason I can think of for my being....cursed the way I am. Hey Buddha, ya know what? I hope you choke on your happy meal.
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Jazz helps a little.
Aug. 16th, 2006 | 10:48 pm
location: momentary satori
mood: Hyper is not the same as happy
music: Witches Pit by John Coltrane, off the album "dakar"
Ahhh. Ahhhhhhhhh. I'm on anti-depressants. For about 4 days now. I was diagnosed as manic depressive. Phooey. Ummm, yeah.....so. Still depressed, and stressed, and I really want to talk to a specialist about....well, you know. The whole ts thing. Look at my entry from July 20th. Yah. Ummm, yeah. So, so far the drugs havent really done anything (only taken them for a while, so that doesnt necessarily mean anything) for the depression, just made me hyper. So I have more energy, but I'm still as sad.
Jazz helps a little.
And there goes my train of thought.
Anyhoo, yah. So, ....... hanging by my fingertips here. Oy. I feel "it" creeping up on me, hopefully I can put "it" off til I'm out of high school.
Hope.
Wish I had some of that.
Jazz helps a little.
And there goes my train of thought.
Anyhoo, yah. So, ....... hanging by my fingertips here. Oy. I feel "it" creeping up on me, hopefully I can put "it" off til I'm out of high school.
Hope.
Wish I had some of that.
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Quod ego sum fletus
Aug. 4th, 2006 | 01:26 am
location: Satori
mood: mungo tired.
music: Go With The Flow - Queens of the Stone Age
When I've got a sugar high, and I'm just plain exausted, I sometimes end up with a severely disjointed, doesn't make sense, stream of conciousness im session like this. (note; a lot of the time when I'm really out of it, I mess around with words, so if some of my replies don't make sense, try looking at the previous sentences and words and maybe rearange the letters in a single word. Sometimes I reverse a previous sentence by word, sometimes exactly backwards letter for letter, sometimes I make anagrams of words. I'm weird like that when I'm this tired.
psychotherapyguy (11:15:23 PM): hey you
darkjedi8322 (11:15:37 PM): hey
psychotherapyguy (11:15:44 PM): wat up
psychotherapyguy (11:16:02 PM): huh?
psychotherapyguy (11:16:06 PM): wat up?
psychotherapyguy (11:16:13 PM): wat up wat up wat up?
darkjedi8322 (11:16:14 PM): notin
psychotherapyguy (11:16:20 PM): kewl.
darkjedi8322 (11:16:30 PM): just finished the movie
psychotherapyguy (11:16:37 PM): ........wat movie?
darkjedi8322 (11:17:01 PM): the search for the lost arc
darkjedi8322 (11:17:06 PM): indiana jones
psychotherapyguy (11:17:09 PM): oh, ya.
psychotherapyguy (11:17:18 PM): forgot u was watchin that.
darkjedi8322 (11:17:38 PM): ya it is pritty good
psychotherapyguy (11:17:53 PM): how many times d'ja watch it? you started it about noon, din'ja?
darkjedi8322 (11:18:02 PM): no
darkjedi8322 (11:18:12 PM): about 2 hourse ago
psychotherapyguy (11:18:16 PM): oh.
darkjedi8322 (11:18:17 PM): hours
psychotherapyguy (11:18:26 PM): *whiny*
darkjedi8322 (11:18:35 PM): what ya mena
darkjedi8322 (11:18:37 PM): mean
psychotherapyguy (11:18:43 PM): *gives adam a salt cube*
darkjedi8322 (11:18:55 PM): shut up
psychotherapyguy (11:19:00 PM): lol
darkjedi8322 (11:19:39 PM): ya ya ya
psychotherapyguy (11:20:06 PM): sorry, i thought youd started it brfore i left at noon, ive got a big caffeinne buzz rite now, not thinking really clearly.
darkjedi8322 (11:21:05 PM): yep that suckis
darkjedi8322 (11:21:07 PM): sucks
psychotherapyguy (11:21:26 PM): no, its actually pretty nice
darkjedi8322 (11:22:03 PM): did ya tell tim to watch kingdom of heaven
psychotherapyguy (11:22:11 PM): yup.
darkjedi8322 (11:22:26 PM): why
psychotherapyguy (11:23:11 PM): .....i dunnow, 1st movie that popped into my head when he asked me what he should watch...
darkjedi8322 (11:23:25 PM): kk
psychotherapyguy (11:23:47 PM): lol, your wierd.... :p
darkjedi8322 (11:24:09 PM): your wierder
darkjedi8322 (11:24:12 PM): so there
psychotherapyguy (11:24:43 PM): ....you sad little man...... o_0
psychotherapyguy (11:24:49 PM): lol
darkjedi8322 (11:25:06 PM): your stupid
psychotherapyguy (11:25:37 PM): your spelled you're, genius. lol, you're so much smarter. :P
darkjedi8322 (11:26:02 PM): shut up it is shorter
darkjedi8322 (11:26:07 PM): dum fuck
psychotherapyguy (11:26:28 PM): hahahaha you crack me up. and youre dumber.
psychotherapyguy (11:26:38 PM): what were we originally talking about?
darkjedi8322 (11:26:42 PM): only at english
darkjedi8322 (11:28:05 PM): im better at math
psychotherapyguy (11:28:10 PM): kk
darkjedi8322 (11:28:35 PM): i HATE english
darkjedi8322 (11:28:40 PM): im better at spanish
psychotherapyguy (11:28:51 PM): ms aziz is satan incarnate.
darkjedi8322 (11:29:25 PM): ya
darkjedi8322 (11:29:30 PM): i like walls better
darkjedi8322 (11:29:33 PM): shes nice
psychotherapyguy (11:29:40 PM): dont know her...
darkjedi8322 (11:29:55 PM): i had her for my last trimester
darkjedi8322 (11:30:00 PM): very easy
psychotherapyguy (11:30:05 PM): kewl.
darkjedi8322 (11:30:12 PM): A baby
darkjedi8322 (11:30:24 PM): the grade A
psychotherapyguy (11:30:36 PM): .......applesauce?
darkjedi8322 (11:31:12 PM): ????????????
psychotherapyguy (11:31:25 PM): ....i dunnow.
darkjedi8322 (11:32:00 PM): shut up
psychotherapyguy (11:32:09 PM): kk.
darkjedi8322 (11:33:01 PM): what ya doin right now
psychotherapyguy (11:33:11 PM): .........applesauce.
darkjedi8322 (11:33:19 PM): SHUT UP
psychotherapyguy (11:33:19 PM): talkin to you & tim.
psychotherapyguy (11:33:37 PM): lookin up music.
darkjedi8322 (11:33:43 PM): what music
psychotherapyguy (11:33:59 PM): have you heard of The Mars Volta ?
darkjedi8322 (11:34:12 PM): nope
psychotherapyguy (11:34:28 PM): Have you heard of Queens of the Stone Age ?
darkjedi8322 (11:34:48 PM): nope not that one eather
psychotherapyguy (11:35:13 PM): nvm then. :p lookin up some of their albums.
darkjedi8322 (11:35:24 PM): kk
psychotherapyguy (11:35:26 PM): look them up, they good.
darkjedi8322 (11:36:01 PM): i probably have heard them
psychotherapyguy (11:36:10 PM): probably.
darkjedi8322 (11:37:01 PM): ya probably
psychotherapyguy (11:37:12 PM): .............applesauce.
psychotherapyguy (11:37:19 PM): you should look them up.
darkjedi8322 (11:37:28 PM): kk
darkjedi8322 (11:37:32 PM): hold on
darkjedi8322 (11:40:29 PM): there pritty good
psychotherapyguy (11:40:39 PM): itunes?
darkjedi8322 (11:40:49 PM): yep
psychotherapyguy (11:40:59 PM): whod ya listen to first?
psychotherapyguy (11:41:45 PM): you hear "go with the flow"?
darkjedi8322 (11:42:01 PM): i just did a little sample
darkjedi8322 (11:42:04 PM): not too long
psychotherapyguy (11:42:20 PM): >.< get limewire, you nut.
psychotherapyguy (11:42:50 PM): get ta listen to the whole song
darkjedi8322 (11:43:34 PM): no
darkjedi8322 (11:43:44 PM): like 10 secs
psychotherapyguy (11:43:51 PM): ........it is your desssssstiny.
psychotherapyguy (11:44:17 PM): you can not avoid fate.....
darkjedi8322 (11:44:27 PM): rihgt5
darkjedi8322 (11:44:28 PM): right
psychotherapyguy (11:44:47 PM): ........exactly.
psychotherapyguy (11:44:55 PM): applesauce.
psychotherapyguy (11:44:59 PM): hahahaha
darkjedi8322 (11:45:04 PM): ha ha ha ha
darkjedi8322 (11:45:08 PM): ha ah
darkjedi8322 (11:45:09 PM): ha
psychotherapyguy (11:45:51 PM): ..........but no, if ya get limewire, you can download the whole song for free....listen to the whole song, not just 10 secs....
darkjedi8322 (11:46:25 PM): you cant download it free
darkjedi8322 (11:46:31 PM): thats illeagle
psychotherapyguy (11:47:02 PM): ...........dear god, he's figured it out! *teh gasp*
darkjedi8322 (11:47:22 PM): no dip dip shit
psychotherapyguy (11:47:37 PM): afraid of the feds?
psychotherapyguy (11:47:49 PM): shit dip dip no
darkjedi8322 (11:48:07 PM): ya actually
darkjedi8322 (11:48:15 PM): and its the only thing that works
psychotherapyguy (11:48:31 PM): ......well then, seems you're s.o.l.
darkjedi8322 (11:49:54 PM): s.o.l.?
psychotherapyguy (11:50:33 PM): ShitOuttaLuck
psychotherapyguy (11:50:49 PM): :-D never heard of sol before?
darkjedi8322 (11:52:05 PM): dum fuch
darkjedi8322 (11:52:07 PM): fuck
psychotherapyguy (11:52:30 PM): .........kk, gosh, dont get your knockers in a bunch..... :p
darkjedi8322 (11:52:47 PM): lol
darkjedi8322 (11:52:54 PM): your such a moron
psychotherapyguy (11:53:18 PM): jezzus, not this again. Sorry, but you've forced my hand.....
psychotherapyguy (11:53:23 PM): ........applesauce.
psychotherapyguy (11:53:35 PM): aplesauce applesauce applesauce.
darkjedi8322 (11:53:50 PM): im goin to block ya if ya don't stop doin that
psychotherapyguy (11:53:56 PM): kk, lol.
psychotherapyguy (11:54:20 PM): I'll warn. =)
darkjedi8322 (11:54:25 PM): ya thats rihgt
darkjedi8322 (11:54:26 PM): right
psychotherapyguy (11:54:35 PM): lightning bolt. bzzzzt!
psychotherapyguy (11:55:18 PM): wtf were we originally talking about, anyhow? all this talk about who's a moron (bzzzt!) got me cornfused...
darkjedi8322 (11:55:37 PM): dont no
darkjedi8322 (11:55:49 PM): tim made me stay up late last night
darkjedi8322 (11:55:52 PM): now im tired
darkjedi8322 (11:56:15 PM): but im not goin to sleep
darkjedi8322 (11:56:28 PM): cause only one more week till school
darkjedi8322 (11:56:33 PM): must stay up
darkjedi8322 (11:56:38 PM): must fight it
darkjedi8322 (11:56:45 PM): ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
psychotherapyguy (11:57:11 PM): *slits throat, falls limp to ground* arrrrrgh.......spurt spurt spurt......evil "s" word.........
psychotherapyguy (11:57:20 PM): >.<
darkjedi8322 (11:57:57 PM): wtf
psychotherapyguy (11:58:24 PM): why the fuck do ya think I drank 2 movie sized cokes, two 20 oz cokes, a red bull, and a chocolate bar?! I'm not sleepin anytime soon, lol........
darkjedi8322 (11:58:57 PM): you will be knoked out like a elephant on steroids
psychotherapyguy (11:59:37 PM): wtf? dumbo's been drug free for a month now.... but yeah, i will be (sometime tomorrow afternoon....)
darkjedi8322 (12:00:14 AM): lol
psychotherapyguy (12:01:44 AM): darkjedi8322 (11:46:31 PM): thats illeagle (beagle? woof woof) lol
psychotherapyguy (12:02:08 AM): god, im farking bored......
darkjedi8322 (12:02:26 AM): tim cusin me out
psychotherapyguy (12:02:32 AM): huh?
darkjedi8322 (12:03:06 AM): ya know swarin
darkjedi8322 (12:03:11 AM): "bitch"
darkjedi8322 (12:03:14 AM): like tha
darkjedi8322 (12:03:15 AM): t
psychotherapyguy (12:03:39 AM): tha t.....it Mr. T to you....
psychotherapyguy (12:04:28 AM): ummm, i wouldnt joke about kristen w/ tim, just an idea, lol....
psychotherapyguy (12:06:05 AM): hello?
psychotherapyguy (12:06:23 AM): hola?
psychotherapyguy (12:06:29 AM): bonjour?
psychotherapyguy (12:06:33 AM): guttentag?
darkjedi8322 (12:06:42 AM): sry
psychotherapyguy (12:06:46 AM): kk, lol
darkjedi8322 (12:06:56 AM): got caught up in stuff
psychotherapyguy (12:07:23 AM): stuff in up caught got? 0_o what'cha doin?
darkjedi8322 (12:08:03 AM): talkin to tim
psychotherapyguy (12:08:10 AM): ooooo.
psychotherapyguy (12:08:26 AM): >_>
psychotherapyguy (12:08:28 AM): <_<
psychotherapyguy (12:08:39 AM): *whisper whisper*
darkjedi8322 (12:09:32 AM): what
darkjedi8322 (12:09:39 AM): whisper whisper
psychotherapyguy (12:09:39 AM): I dont know.
psychotherapyguy (12:11:00 AM): repsihw, repsihw.
darkjedi8322 (12:11:09 AM): ad
psychotherapyguy (12:11:25 AM): ad nauseam?
psychotherapyguy (12:11:49 AM): ......Quod ego sum fletus.......*sniffle*
darkjedi8322 (12:13:20 AM): wtf
darkjedi8322 (12:13:29 AM): do you want me to do
psychotherapyguy (12:13:49 AM): quod ego sum fletus=and i am crying.................do w/ what?
darkjedi8322 (12:14:16 AM): why are you cryin
psychotherapyguy (12:15:05 AM): did i say i was? 0_o
darkjedi8322 (12:15:24 AM): you dont remember what you type do u
psychotherapyguy (12:16:02 AM): yes i do, but just cuz i type something latin doesnt mean its true, lol
darkjedi8322 (12:16:50 AM): you dont know latin
psychotherapyguy (12:17:21 AM): how you know i dont? "_"
darkjedi8322 (12:17:49 AM): cause you speak french
psychotherapyguy (12:18:50 AM): cant i parle francais, et latin?
darkjedi8322 (12:19:35 AM): if any one of ya speak the word parle i will blow out your inerds
darkjedi8322 (12:19:40 AM): or somethin like that
psychotherapyguy (12:20:12 AM): *cue "dueling banjos"*
darkjedi8322 (12:20:37 AM): and a big fist fight
darkjedi8322 (12:20:44 AM): with rum
psychotherapyguy (12:20:50 AM): with yourself, lol
darkjedi8322 (12:22:45 AM): ???
psychotherapyguy (12:25:08 AM): huh?
psychotherapyguy (12:25:35 AM): allo?
darkjedi8322 (12:26:28 AM): what?!?
psychotherapyguy (12:26:34 AM): psychotherapyguy (12:06:05 AM): hello?
psychotherapyguy (12:06:23 AM): hola?
psychotherapyguy (12:06:29 AM): bonjour?
psychotherapyguy (12:06:33 AM): guttentag?
psychotherapyguy (12:26:38 AM): I dunnow.
psychotherapyguy (12:27:24 AM): eines aicht bitte panzer.
darkjedi8322 (12:27:37 AM): k???
psychotherapyguy (12:28:03 AM): ja, eine minuitten problemo avec los pantalones.
darkjedi8322 (12:28:18 AM): what does sok mean
darkjedi8322 (12:28:22 AM): hury
psychotherapyguy (12:28:24 AM): sok?
darkjedi8322 (12:28:32 AM): ya
psychotherapyguy (12:28:46 AM): shit outta kitchen. duh.
darkjedi8322 (12:29:06 AM): not quite
psychotherapyguy (12:29:19 AM): shit outta kraken?
psychotherapyguy (12:29:28 AM): shit outta koolaid?
darkjedi8322 (12:29:45 AM): shut up
darkjedi8322 (12:29:47 AM): i got
darkjedi8322 (12:29:49 AM): it
darkjedi8322 (12:29:50 AM): it
darkjedi8322 (12:29:52 AM): mean
psychotherapyguy (12:30:01 AM): huh?
darkjedi8322 (12:30:01 AM): somethin i dont know
psychotherapyguy (12:31:00 AM): kk?
darkjedi8322 (12:31:08 AM): o well
psychotherapyguy (12:32:00 AM): llewo. jello? *teh gasp!* BILL COSBY!!!!!! You've met BILL COSBY? wow!
darkjedi8322 (12:33:31 AM): i figured out what it mean
darkjedi8322 (12:33:42 AM): a combo of it's and ok
darkjedi8322 (12:33:59 AM): its a conjunction i made up
combo of its and ok
darkjedi8322 (12:34:06 AM): thats a quote
psychotherapyguy (12:37:49 AM): ........kk?
darkjedi8322 (12:38:03 AM): kk
psychotherapyguy (12:38:36 AM): Fidel Castro's toothbrush!
darkjedi8322 (12:38:47 AM): shure
psychotherapyguy (12:39:24 AM): shure = hurse. *salt cube time.....*
darkjedi8322 (12:39:49 AM): ?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????
psychotherapyguy (12:40:28 AM): hurse = horse. whiny. salt cube.
darkjedi8322 (12:40:43 AM): kk
psychotherapyguy (12:40:59 AM): psychotherapyguy (12:29:28 AM): shit outta koolaid?
psychotherapyguy (12:41:02 AM): psychotherapyguy (12:29:28 AM): shit outta koolaid?
psychotherapyguy (12:41:04 AM): psychotherapyguy (12:29:28 AM): shit outta koolaid?
psychotherapyguy (12:41:06 AM): psychotherapyguy (12:29:28 AM): shit outta koolaid?
psychotherapyguy (12:41:08 AM): psychotherapyguy (12:29:28 AM): shit outta koolaid?
psychotherapyguy (12:41:59 AM): Are you........Shit Outta Koolaid?
darkjedi8322 (12:42:27 AM): shut up
darkjedi8322 (12:42:35 AM): you dont know how said that
psychotherapyguy (12:42:44 AM): kk, sry, what?
darkjedi8322 (12:43:04 AM): what?
psychotherapyguy (12:43:41 AM): you don't know how said that? what the fuck are you trying to say? sorry, I'm outta it right now, what?
darkjedi8322 (12:45:27 AM): nothin
psychotherapyguy (12:45:36 AM): kk.
darkjedi8322 (12:45:54 AM): right
darkjedi8322 (12:46:05 AM): seen any good movies latly
psychotherapyguy (12:46:20 AM): girth.
psychotherapyguy (12:46:23 AM): pirates.
psychotherapyguy (12:46:36 AM): I wanna see a scanner darkly.
darkjedi8322 (12:46:38 AM): kk
darkjedi8322 (12:46:43 AM): cool
darkjedi8322 (12:57:47 AM): im goin to turn in
darkjedi8322 (12:57:49 AM): ttyl
psychotherapyguy (12:57:58 AM): kk, ttyl
psychotherapyguy (11:15:23 PM): hey you
darkjedi8322 (11:15:37 PM): hey
psychotherapyguy (11:15:44 PM): wat up
psychotherapyguy (11:16:02 PM): huh?
psychotherapyguy (11:16:06 PM): wat up?
psychotherapyguy (11:16:13 PM): wat up wat up wat up?
darkjedi8322 (11:16:14 PM): notin
psychotherapyguy (11:16:20 PM): kewl.
darkjedi8322 (11:16:30 PM): just finished the movie
psychotherapyguy (11:16:37 PM): ........wat movie?
darkjedi8322 (11:17:01 PM): the search for the lost arc
darkjedi8322 (11:17:06 PM): indiana jones
psychotherapyguy (11:17:09 PM): oh, ya.
psychotherapyguy (11:17:18 PM): forgot u was watchin that.
darkjedi8322 (11:17:38 PM): ya it is pritty good
psychotherapyguy (11:17:53 PM): how many times d'ja watch it? you started it about noon, din'ja?
darkjedi8322 (11:18:02 PM): no
darkjedi8322 (11:18:12 PM): about 2 hourse ago
psychotherapyguy (11:18:16 PM): oh.
darkjedi8322 (11:18:17 PM): hours
psychotherapyguy (11:18:26 PM): *whiny*
darkjedi8322 (11:18:35 PM): what ya mena
darkjedi8322 (11:18:37 PM): mean
psychotherapyguy (11:18:43 PM): *gives adam a salt cube*
darkjedi8322 (11:18:55 PM): shut up
psychotherapyguy (11:19:00 PM): lol
darkjedi8322 (11:19:39 PM): ya ya ya
psychotherapyguy (11:20:06 PM): sorry, i thought youd started it brfore i left at noon, ive got a big caffeinne buzz rite now, not thinking really clearly.
darkjedi8322 (11:21:05 PM): yep that suckis
darkjedi8322 (11:21:07 PM): sucks
psychotherapyguy (11:21:26 PM): no, its actually pretty nice
darkjedi8322 (11:22:03 PM): did ya tell tim to watch kingdom of heaven
psychotherapyguy (11:22:11 PM): yup.
darkjedi8322 (11:22:26 PM): why
psychotherapyguy (11:23:11 PM): .....i dunnow, 1st movie that popped into my head when he asked me what he should watch...
darkjedi8322 (11:23:25 PM): kk
psychotherapyguy (11:23:47 PM): lol, your wierd.... :p
darkjedi8322 (11:24:09 PM): your wierder
darkjedi8322 (11:24:12 PM): so there
psychotherapyguy (11:24:43 PM): ....you sad little man...... o_0
psychotherapyguy (11:24:49 PM): lol
darkjedi8322 (11:25:06 PM): your stupid
psychotherapyguy (11:25:37 PM): your spelled you're, genius. lol, you're so much smarter. :P
darkjedi8322 (11:26:02 PM): shut up it is shorter
darkjedi8322 (11:26:07 PM): dum fuck
psychotherapyguy (11:26:28 PM): hahahaha you crack me up. and youre dumber.
psychotherapyguy (11:26:38 PM): what were we originally talking about?
darkjedi8322 (11:26:42 PM): only at english
darkjedi8322 (11:28:05 PM): im better at math
psychotherapyguy (11:28:10 PM): kk
darkjedi8322 (11:28:35 PM): i HATE english
darkjedi8322 (11:28:40 PM): im better at spanish
psychotherapyguy (11:28:51 PM): ms aziz is satan incarnate.
darkjedi8322 (11:29:25 PM): ya
darkjedi8322 (11:29:30 PM): i like walls better
darkjedi8322 (11:29:33 PM): shes nice
psychotherapyguy (11:29:40 PM): dont know her...
darkjedi8322 (11:29:55 PM): i had her for my last trimester
darkjedi8322 (11:30:00 PM): very easy
psychotherapyguy (11:30:05 PM): kewl.
darkjedi8322 (11:30:12 PM): A baby
darkjedi8322 (11:30:24 PM): the grade A
psychotherapyguy (11:30:36 PM): .......applesauce?
darkjedi8322 (11:31:12 PM): ????????????
psychotherapyguy (11:31:25 PM): ....i dunnow.
darkjedi8322 (11:32:00 PM): shut up
psychotherapyguy (11:32:09 PM): kk.
darkjedi8322 (11:33:01 PM): what ya doin right now
psychotherapyguy (11:33:11 PM): .........applesauce.
darkjedi8322 (11:33:19 PM): SHUT UP
psychotherapyguy (11:33:19 PM): talkin to you & tim.
psychotherapyguy (11:33:37 PM): lookin up music.
darkjedi8322 (11:33:43 PM): what music
psychotherapyguy (11:33:59 PM): have you heard of The Mars Volta ?
darkjedi8322 (11:34:12 PM): nope
psychotherapyguy (11:34:28 PM): Have you heard of Queens of the Stone Age ?
darkjedi8322 (11:34:48 PM): nope not that one eather
psychotherapyguy (11:35:13 PM): nvm then. :p lookin up some of their albums.
darkjedi8322 (11:35:24 PM): kk
psychotherapyguy (11:35:26 PM): look them up, they good.
darkjedi8322 (11:36:01 PM): i probably have heard them
psychotherapyguy (11:36:10 PM): probably.
darkjedi8322 (11:37:01 PM): ya probably
psychotherapyguy (11:37:12 PM): .............applesauce.
psychotherapyguy (11:37:19 PM): you should look them up.
darkjedi8322 (11:37:28 PM): kk
darkjedi8322 (11:37:32 PM): hold on
darkjedi8322 (11:40:29 PM): there pritty good
psychotherapyguy (11:40:39 PM): itunes?
darkjedi8322 (11:40:49 PM): yep
psychotherapyguy (11:40:59 PM): whod ya listen to first?
psychotherapyguy (11:41:45 PM): you hear "go with the flow"?
darkjedi8322 (11:42:01 PM): i just did a little sample
darkjedi8322 (11:42:04 PM): not too long
psychotherapyguy (11:42:20 PM): >.< get limewire, you nut.
psychotherapyguy (11:42:50 PM): get ta listen to the whole song
darkjedi8322 (11:43:34 PM): no
darkjedi8322 (11:43:44 PM): like 10 secs
psychotherapyguy (11:43:51 PM): ........it is your desssssstiny.
psychotherapyguy (11:44:17 PM): you can not avoid fate.....
darkjedi8322 (11:44:27 PM): rihgt5
darkjedi8322 (11:44:28 PM): right
psychotherapyguy (11:44:47 PM): ........exactly.
psychotherapyguy (11:44:55 PM): applesauce.
psychotherapyguy (11:44:59 PM): hahahaha
darkjedi8322 (11:45:04 PM): ha ha ha ha
darkjedi8322 (11:45:08 PM): ha ah
darkjedi8322 (11:45:09 PM): ha
psychotherapyguy (11:45:51 PM): ..........but no, if ya get limewire, you can download the whole song for free....listen to the whole song, not just 10 secs....
darkjedi8322 (11:46:25 PM): you cant download it free
darkjedi8322 (11:46:31 PM): thats illeagle
psychotherapyguy (11:47:02 PM): ...........dear god, he's figured it out! *teh gasp*
darkjedi8322 (11:47:22 PM): no dip dip shit
psychotherapyguy (11:47:37 PM): afraid of the feds?
psychotherapyguy (11:47:49 PM): shit dip dip no
darkjedi8322 (11:48:07 PM): ya actually
darkjedi8322 (11:48:15 PM): and its the only thing that works
psychotherapyguy (11:48:31 PM): ......well then, seems you're s.o.l.
darkjedi8322 (11:49:54 PM): s.o.l.?
psychotherapyguy (11:50:33 PM): ShitOuttaLuck
psychotherapyguy (11:50:49 PM): :-D never heard of sol before?
darkjedi8322 (11:52:05 PM): dum fuch
darkjedi8322 (11:52:07 PM): fuck
psychotherapyguy (11:52:30 PM): .........kk, gosh, dont get your knockers in a bunch..... :p
darkjedi8322 (11:52:47 PM): lol
darkjedi8322 (11:52:54 PM): your such a moron
psychotherapyguy (11:53:18 PM): jezzus, not this again. Sorry, but you've forced my hand.....
psychotherapyguy (11:53:23 PM): ........applesauce.
psychotherapyguy (11:53:35 PM): aplesauce applesauce applesauce.
darkjedi8322 (11:53:50 PM): im goin to block ya if ya don't stop doin that
psychotherapyguy (11:53:56 PM): kk, lol.
psychotherapyguy (11:54:20 PM): I'll warn. =)
darkjedi8322 (11:54:25 PM): ya thats rihgt
darkjedi8322 (11:54:26 PM): right
psychotherapyguy (11:54:35 PM): lightning bolt. bzzzzt!
psychotherapyguy (11:55:18 PM): wtf were we originally talking about, anyhow? all this talk about who's a moron (bzzzt!) got me cornfused...
darkjedi8322 (11:55:37 PM): dont no
darkjedi8322 (11:55:49 PM): tim made me stay up late last night
darkjedi8322 (11:55:52 PM): now im tired
darkjedi8322 (11:56:15 PM): but im not goin to sleep
darkjedi8322 (11:56:28 PM): cause only one more week till school
darkjedi8322 (11:56:33 PM): must stay up
darkjedi8322 (11:56:38 PM): must fight it
darkjedi8322 (11:56:45 PM): ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
psychotherapyguy (11:57:11 PM): *slits throat, falls limp to ground* arrrrrgh.......spurt spurt spurt......evil "s" word.........
psychotherapyguy (11:57:20 PM): >.<
darkjedi8322 (11:57:57 PM): wtf
psychotherapyguy (11:58:24 PM): why the fuck do ya think I drank 2 movie sized cokes, two 20 oz cokes, a red bull, and a chocolate bar?! I'm not sleepin anytime soon, lol........
darkjedi8322 (11:58:57 PM): you will be knoked out like a elephant on steroids
psychotherapyguy (11:59:37 PM): wtf? dumbo's been drug free for a month now.... but yeah, i will be (sometime tomorrow afternoon....)
darkjedi8322 (12:00:14 AM): lol
psychotherapyguy (12:01:44 AM): darkjedi8322 (11:46:31 PM): thats illeagle (beagle? woof woof) lol
psychotherapyguy (12:02:08 AM): god, im farking bored......
darkjedi8322 (12:02:26 AM): tim cusin me out
psychotherapyguy (12:02:32 AM): huh?
darkjedi8322 (12:03:06 AM): ya know swarin
darkjedi8322 (12:03:11 AM): "bitch"
darkjedi8322 (12:03:14 AM): like tha
darkjedi8322 (12:03:15 AM): t
psychotherapyguy (12:03:39 AM): tha t.....it Mr. T to you....
psychotherapyguy (12:04:28 AM): ummm, i wouldnt joke about kristen w/ tim, just an idea, lol....
psychotherapyguy (12:06:05 AM): hello?
psychotherapyguy (12:06:23 AM): hola?
psychotherapyguy (12:06:29 AM): bonjour?
psychotherapyguy (12:06:33 AM): guttentag?
darkjedi8322 (12:06:42 AM): sry
psychotherapyguy (12:06:46 AM): kk, lol
darkjedi8322 (12:06:56 AM): got caught up in stuff
psychotherapyguy (12:07:23 AM): stuff in up caught got? 0_o what'cha doin?
darkjedi8322 (12:08:03 AM): talkin to tim
psychotherapyguy (12:08:10 AM): ooooo.
psychotherapyguy (12:08:26 AM): >_>
psychotherapyguy (12:08:28 AM): <_<
psychotherapyguy (12:08:39 AM): *whisper whisper*
darkjedi8322 (12:09:32 AM): what
darkjedi8322 (12:09:39 AM): whisper whisper
psychotherapyguy (12:09:39 AM): I dont know.
psychotherapyguy (12:11:00 AM): repsihw, repsihw.
darkjedi8322 (12:11:09 AM): ad
psychotherapyguy (12:11:25 AM): ad nauseam?
psychotherapyguy (12:11:49 AM): ......Quod ego sum fletus.......*sniffle*
darkjedi8322 (12:13:20 AM): wtf
darkjedi8322 (12:13:29 AM): do you want me to do
psychotherapyguy (12:13:49 AM): quod ego sum fletus=and i am crying.................do w/ what?
darkjedi8322 (12:14:16 AM): why are you cryin
psychotherapyguy (12:15:05 AM): did i say i was? 0_o
darkjedi8322 (12:15:24 AM): you dont remember what you type do u
psychotherapyguy (12:16:02 AM): yes i do, but just cuz i type something latin doesnt mean its true, lol
darkjedi8322 (12:16:50 AM): you dont know latin
psychotherapyguy (12:17:21 AM): how you know i dont? "_"
darkjedi8322 (12:17:49 AM): cause you speak french
psychotherapyguy (12:18:50 AM): cant i parle francais, et latin?
darkjedi8322 (12:19:35 AM): if any one of ya speak the word parle i will blow out your inerds
darkjedi8322 (12:19:40 AM): or somethin like that
psychotherapyguy (12:20:12 AM): *cue "dueling banjos"*
darkjedi8322 (12:20:37 AM): and a big fist fight
darkjedi8322 (12:20:44 AM): with rum
psychotherapyguy (12:20:50 AM): with yourself, lol
darkjedi8322 (12:22:45 AM): ???
psychotherapyguy (12:25:08 AM): huh?
psychotherapyguy (12:25:35 AM): allo?
darkjedi8322 (12:26:28 AM): what?!?
psychotherapyguy (12:26:34 AM): psychotherapyguy (12:06:05 AM): hello?
psychotherapyguy (12:06:23 AM): hola?
psychotherapyguy (12:06:29 AM): bonjour?
psychotherapyguy (12:06:33 AM): guttentag?
psychotherapyguy (12:26:38 AM): I dunnow.
psychotherapyguy (12:27:24 AM): eines aicht bitte panzer.
darkjedi8322 (12:27:37 AM): k???
psychotherapyguy (12:28:03 AM): ja, eine minuitten problemo avec los pantalones.
darkjedi8322 (12:28:18 AM): what does sok mean
darkjedi8322 (12:28:22 AM): hury
psychotherapyguy (12:28:24 AM): sok?
darkjedi8322 (12:28:32 AM): ya
psychotherapyguy (12:28:46 AM): shit outta kitchen. duh.
darkjedi8322 (12:29:06 AM): not quite
psychotherapyguy (12:29:19 AM): shit outta kraken?
psychotherapyguy (12:29:28 AM): shit outta koolaid?
darkjedi8322 (12:29:45 AM): shut up
darkjedi8322 (12:29:47 AM): i got
darkjedi8322 (12:29:49 AM): it
darkjedi8322 (12:29:50 AM): it
darkjedi8322 (12:29:52 AM): mean
psychotherapyguy (12:30:01 AM): huh?
darkjedi8322 (12:30:01 AM): somethin i dont know
psychotherapyguy (12:31:00 AM): kk?
darkjedi8322 (12:31:08 AM): o well
psychotherapyguy (12:32:00 AM): llewo. jello? *teh gasp!* BILL COSBY!!!!!! You've met BILL COSBY? wow!
darkjedi8322 (12:33:31 AM): i figured out what it mean
darkjedi8322 (12:33:42 AM): a combo of it's and ok
darkjedi8322 (12:33:59 AM): its a conjunction i made up
combo of its and ok
darkjedi8322 (12:34:06 AM): thats a quote
psychotherapyguy (12:37:49 AM): ........kk?
darkjedi8322 (12:38:03 AM): kk
psychotherapyguy (12:38:36 AM): Fidel Castro's toothbrush!
darkjedi8322 (12:38:47 AM): shure
psychotherapyguy (12:39:24 AM): shure = hurse. *salt cube time.....*
darkjedi8322 (12:39:49 AM): ?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????
psychotherapyguy (12:40:28 AM): hurse = horse. whiny. salt cube.
darkjedi8322 (12:40:43 AM): kk
psychotherapyguy (12:40:59 AM): psychotherapyguy (12:29:28 AM): shit outta koolaid?
psychotherapyguy (12:41:02 AM): psychotherapyguy (12:29:28 AM): shit outta koolaid?
psychotherapyguy (12:41:04 AM): psychotherapyguy (12:29:28 AM): shit outta koolaid?
psychotherapyguy (12:41:06 AM): psychotherapyguy (12:29:28 AM): shit outta koolaid?
psychotherapyguy (12:41:08 AM): psychotherapyguy (12:29:28 AM): shit outta koolaid?
psychotherapyguy (12:41:59 AM): Are you........Shit Outta Koolaid?
darkjedi8322 (12:42:27 AM): shut up
darkjedi8322 (12:42:35 AM): you dont know how said that
psychotherapyguy (12:42:44 AM): kk, sry, what?
darkjedi8322 (12:43:04 AM): what?
psychotherapyguy (12:43:41 AM): you don't know how said that? what the fuck are you trying to say? sorry, I'm outta it right now, what?
darkjedi8322 (12:45:27 AM): nothin
psychotherapyguy (12:45:36 AM): kk.
darkjedi8322 (12:45:54 AM): right
darkjedi8322 (12:46:05 AM): seen any good movies latly
psychotherapyguy (12:46:20 AM): girth.
psychotherapyguy (12:46:23 AM): pirates.
psychotherapyguy (12:46:36 AM): I wanna see a scanner darkly.
darkjedi8322 (12:46:38 AM): kk
darkjedi8322 (12:46:43 AM): cool
darkjedi8322 (12:57:47 AM): im goin to turn in
darkjedi8322 (12:57:49 AM): ttyl
psychotherapyguy (12:57:58 AM): kk, ttyl
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dios ha abandonado
Aug. 2nd, 2006 | 08:30 pm
location: my fridge
mood: 
But I'm sad. It's wierd.
music: Arsonist - Persephone's Bees
Wow, been 13 days since I posted. Well, going to a movie with everyone tomorrow (You Me And Dupree), then the mall. Hope the mall has an occult bookstore or something, I wanna get Initiation Into Hermetics by Franz Bardon. Oh, and I need a lighter. I don't smoke or anything, I just need a lighter. I can go down to the seven eleven for that, though. Still depressed. *Le Sigh*. But Coltrane and Davis make it better (sorta). Wish I had a good enough video card for CoD2, I can't play it on my pc right now. Got a craving for killing some nazis.
abrahadabra.
Don't eat my monkey, please.
And remember to aim for the neck or helmet.
It makes Rorschach inkblots.
..... .... ... .. . .. ... .... .....
abrahadabra.
Don't eat my monkey, please.
And remember to aim for the neck or helmet.
It makes Rorschach inkblots.
..... .... ... .. . .. ... .... .....
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*cry*
Jul. 20th, 2006 | 08:48 pm
mood: I hate myself.
For those who haven't read my xanga (http://www.xanga.com/jennygrant8) or my myspace (http://www.myspace.com/anna_coure) you don't know about the fact that I'm a woman stuck in a man's body. That's because I generally don't talk about it on my livejournal. But ... I don't know what to do. I'm 15, for chrissakes, so I guess there isn't really much I can do. I'm so angry all the time.
This comes from an overall sense of hopelessness, and anger towards God, and society for being....well, society. For not being as accepting of people as it should be.
I'm rambling. The main reason(s) I'm writing this is cuz:
1) I don't like being so angry and sad about this, I do every day.
2) I take that anger out (verbally) on other people, and I hate that I do that.
3) I don't know what to do with this anger
4) or the sadness.
5) It's easier for me to be mad than sad. It hurts less at the time.
6) I don't want to have such a pessimistic view of life. I know that there are good people out there, I have friends. I've met people that are open minded and dont judge. Nice people.
7) But I can't get past the fact that I could get killed if I started living like I know I should.
8) I have uber low self esteem. I have days, where I hate myself soooo much. Days where I feel like I'm a monster.
9) The main thing is, I can feel this sadness, this depression and anger, changing me every day, and I don't like the way I'm going. But I don't know what the hell to do about it.
I'm gonna go cry now.
This comes from an overall sense of hopelessness, and anger towards God, and society for being....well, society. For not being as accepting of people as it should be.
I'm rambling. The main reason(s) I'm writing this is cuz:
1) I don't like being so angry and sad about this, I do every day.
2) I take that anger out (verbally) on other people, and I hate that I do that.
3) I don't know what to do with this anger
4) or the sadness.
5) It's easier for me to be mad than sad. It hurts less at the time.
6) I don't want to have such a pessimistic view of life. I know that there are good people out there, I have friends. I've met people that are open minded and dont judge. Nice people.
7) But I can't get past the fact that I could get killed if I started living like I know I should.
8) I have uber low self esteem. I have days, where I hate myself soooo much. Days where I feel like I'm a monster.
9) The main thing is, I can feel this sadness, this depression and anger, changing me every day, and I don't like the way I'm going. But I don't know what the hell to do about it.
I'm gonna go cry now.
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1984, only with a suffed crust pizza starring as Winston.
Jul. 19th, 2006 | 12:04 am
location: My own little quagmire of dispair
mood: Ouch. Don't poke me!
music: Yakkity Sax
I am sad.
Went to Ira's party. That was sweet. But she's going to the Ukraine. Phooey. Tim was back Sunday, saw Pirates for the second time with him and Adam (first time on day of last post). Yeah, movie popcorn! 
Went home (to Tim's) and killed some Nazis 
(goddam lil shits are like cows! lotsa them! 
only I'd never shoot a cow). Hadn't played Call of Duty 2 for a while (Tim was in Europe, and I don't have a good enough video card), it was great. Watched maybe 30 minutes of Enemy At The Gates, turned it off and went to sleep. He set out for the cottage on the lake. Should be back towards the start of the school year. And Ira's leaving towards the end of this week. *cry* Yay, Revolver (album) is on now. 
I don't know. Lately, I've been pretty confused as to whether I feel happy or crazy gonads sad. Sometimes I seem to be both at the same time.Odd. Reading Jennifer Government, it's really good so far. I like books like that; sorta futuristic, messed up government, 1984, catch22 sorta stuff. Really good book. Found it while I was surfing, found www.nationstates.net/ , a web site based off of that book. You can create your own country. Each day, you have an issue to select an answer for. I'm The Opressed Peoples of Coure. Found a new web comic this week, Skewed Reality, another one of my to-check-daily list now. Yay, I found out how to get my uber cool avatar on here!
I drew it myself. Something I've been trying to do lately (I don't really draw, just microsoft paint) is clear my mind totally, and just draw what my hand wants to. One result was my current Wotch forum and livjournal pic. Got an account on photobucket.com is how I did it. Took me long enough.
Well, gonna go read for an hour or two and sleep.
Went to Ira's party. That was sweet. But she's going to the Ukraine. Phooey. Tim was back Sunday, saw Pirates for the second time with him and Adam (first time on day of last post). Yeah, movie popcorn! Went home (to Tim's) and killed some Nazis (goddam lil shits are like cows! lotsa them! only I'd never shoot a cow). Hadn't played Call of Duty 2 for a while (Tim was in Europe, and I don't have a good enough video card), it was great. Watched maybe 30 minutes of Enemy At The Gates, turned it off and went to sleep. He set out for the cottage on the lake. Should be back towards the start of the school year. And Ira's leaving towards the end of this week. *cry* Yay, Revolver (album) is on now. I don't know. Lately, I've been pretty confused as to whether I feel happy or crazy gonads sad. Sometimes I seem to be both at the same time.Odd. Reading Jennifer Government, it's really good so far. I like books like that; sorta futuristic, messed up government, 1984, catch22 sorta stuff. Really good book. Found it while I was surfing, found www.nationstates.net/ , a web site based off of that book. You can create your own country. Each day, you have an issue to select an answer for. I'm The Opressed Peoples of Coure. Found a new web comic this week, Skewed Reality, another one of my to-check-daily list now. Yay, I found out how to get my uber cool avatar on here! I drew it myself. Something I've been trying to do lately (I don't really draw, just microsoft paint) is clear my mind totally, and just draw what my hand wants to. One result was my current Wotch forum and livjournal pic. Got an account on photobucket.com is how I did it. Took me long enough.Well, gonna go read for an hour or two and sleep.
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Montezuma Never Danced Like This.
Jul. 11th, 2006 | 07:51 pm
location: a very odd little place in my mind, similar to Pallet Town
mood: 
weird
music: Torniquet- Evanescence
(2) movie theatre size cokes
+
(1) 20 oz coke
+
(1) 20 oz mountain dew
+
(1) 20 oz vault
=
(1) happy-fun-crazy-insomnia-night
+
(1) 20 oz coke
+
(1) 20 oz mountain dew
+
(1) 20 oz vault
=
(1) happy-fun-crazy-insomnia-night
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dagger in syrup
Jul. 11th, 2006 | 01:19 am
location: my podium of accusation
mood: 
tired & slightly psychotic
Dammit. It's all your fault. Yes, you. You in the red sweater. I hope you're happy. Bastard.
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Fueck.
Jul. 4th, 2006 | 11:35 pm
location: Purgutorio
mood: 
falling asleep
the shit is gonna hit the fan pretty soon. I don't know how much longer I can.....do this. Soon; I don't know when, but soon; I'm either gonna have to do something about this , or put a bullet in my head. Phooey. When I say soon, I'm being relative. Could be (hopefully) years. Cuz I'm stressed mucho grande about this, but I'm still at the point where I can deal with it. Don't know how much longer that'll last. Not saying that I'm suicidal or anything. Just that in the near future I'll be faced with a desicion. To either stop the lie or pull the trigger.
